Ok, here goes! I have been being tested for the last month and a half for Lupus. I get my next batch of results tomorrow. The dr's told me I have definite signs of Lupus, and there is something showing up in my bloodwork that points in the direction of Lupus. I have gotten NO support at all, whatsoever, at home! Right now, he is trashing me on his FB page telling his friends how "suicidal" I am. Seriously? I want more than anything in this world to LIVE, I don't want to end up with something that could possibly kill me in a few years if I'm not careful. And all this because of a fight we had yesterday? He only tells his friends what HE wants them to believe. He doesn't give them any facts of what is really going on! I have been ALONE at home with everything that I am going through, getting NO support at all!
He's the one who nearly put my head thru his windshield yesterday morning! I didn't ask for that to happen!
Anyway, I needed to vent, and trashing him on FB is stooping to his level! I'm not gonna be like him.

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