Support anyone?

Ok, here goes! I have been being tested for the last month and a half for Lupus. I get my next batch of results tomorrow.  The dr's told me I have definite signs of Lupus, and there is something showing up in my bloodwork that points in the direction of Lupus.  I have gotten NO support at all, whatsoever, at home! Right now, he is trashing me on his FB page telling his friends how "suicidal" I am.  Seriously? I want more than anything in this world to LIVE, I don't want to end up with something that could possibly kill me in a few years if I'm not careful.  And all this because of a fight we had yesterday? He only tells his friends what HE wants them to believe.  He doesn't give them any facts of what is really going on! I have been ALONE at home with everything that I am going through, getting NO support at all!

He's the one who nearly put my head thru his windshield yesterday morning! I didn't ask for that to happen! 

Anyway, I needed to vent, and trashing him on FB is stooping to his level! I'm not gonna be like him.

GA Bound

On Friday morning I get on the train and head to GA! Can't wait to get up there and meet that new baby! Oh, by the way, I have a brand new nephew. He's adorable, but I haven't met him yet, only seen him in pictures. Anyway, just figured I'd post my "getting away" ......... Later!

It's still called STEALING.........

I bought some air fresheners for the house the other day, and they are not cheap. I even got the dollar store brands because I couldn't afford the regular ones, that way I'd have 2 to replace for the ones that are out, and the rest I could get later on. For days I've been looking for the 2nd one, only to find out a few minutes ago that my daughter took it upon herself to TAKE IT, and put it in her room. You never asked if you could put it in your room, you didn't have my permission to put it in your room. I've looked for it for days, only to discover you TOOK IT, WITHOUT permission. That is still considered stealing! Theft! If it's NOT yours to take, you don't just take it! It doesn't matter how "petty" it may be to one person, to someone else it's not petty, and it's money out of their pocket for something you didn't have permission to get, and for something you didn't earn. If all you do is constantly give me a hard time EVERY single day because you don't get your way about something, what gives you the right to take something that I bought that was intended for the house? What the hell makes you think that everything will always just be "handed to you on a silver platter"? Life doesn't work that way. You have to work for it, and you have to earn it. What if I'd called the store I made the purchase at, and told them they didn't put one of those air fresheners in the bag, and I either got a replacement or the money back? That's really a case of stealing then! And when I found out you had taken it and put it in your room, I'd have really felt stupid!
Anyway, the point is, you don't take what doesn't belong to you! You don't steal something that someone else worked for just because you "want it" and you think it would be "nicer" in your room, when in fact it was intended for another part of the house. Yeah, maybe it is a little petty, but stealing is still stealing! It's a habit you need to break RIGHT NOW before it gets you into a world of trouble later on in life!
Ok, that's all I've got to say for now!

Later,


Priscilla

My son.....

2 days ago someone hit my son while he was riding his bike. It was a hit and run, and he was injured pretty bad, broke his collar bone in 3 place and fractured his cheek bone. He has a swollen, black eye and lots of scrapes and bruises. I wonder how anyone could be so sorry as to hit a child on his bike and just leave him like that! It really pisses me off! I wish people had better morals these days than they have. I will never understand how someone could do that! And not feel guilty about it.

Didn't bite my tongue...

Today, for once, I didn't bite my tongue, and I said what I felt! The bitch heard from me what I felt! When I've been sick, and she wants to harrass me, and I went in ON MY DAY OFF to help out, and she made a comment to me she shouldn't have, and I gave back to her what she gives! And she didn't like it!
My mama is proud of me!

My first tattoo

I got my first tattoo last night............ I got a sunflower on my left shoulder. The only pic I have of it so far is right after the tattoo artist finished it, so my skin is bright red. It really didn't hurt too bad when he did the tattoo, it hurts more now. I won't have any ointment until tomorrow, but right now I bet it would be very soothing to have. Anyway, gonna show you a pic of it. Already planning my next one. Gonna get it done with my twin. We are gonna get matching frog tattoos.

Enjoy!

Wow!!!!!

Wow, that is all I can say! WTF is his fucking problem?!?! We are divorced, I am living in GA and he is STILL trying to control me? He does this kind of stuff to see how much he can get under my skin!
I will tell you one thing, I will NOT get married again, EVER! AND if I do, it will be a very long time from now! I have never hated anyone in my life as much as I hate him!
I wish someone could give him a really good kick in the ass! He deserves more than that! Actually I wish he could "meet his match!" I wish he could meet the one person who will give back to him and then some the shit he has given to me all these years!
Well, let me enjoy my Krispy Kremes right now! Or at least let me try to!
Later,
me